I’m finding it incredibly draining and tired all the time waiting for the operation. I’m pleased it’s only a benign lump that will be simply sorted out but I’ve never had a general anaesthetic and been in hospital. I’m anxious about it and also in pain so can’t wait for it all to be over. I’m hating the waiting but knowing also that my hospital and doctors have been brilliant at rushing me through – I am grateful but no matter what it’s still too long and it hurts and I want my Mum.
